Tuesday, January 26, 2010

day 18

we have our mid-term exams this week starting today, and things haven't been looking good all day. first hour was fine, but my second hour exam was horrendous! i had forgotten my calculator for my stats exam and then i found out that the note card i made and left on the kitchen table was acceptable to have on my desk at school! And then right after second hour exam, when everyone else got to go home and eat i had to stay after school for over three hours for solo and ensemble!! i went into the practice room and practiced with the pianist and he said that i sounded good and that he was confident. but when it was my turn to go up and sing i totally spaced out and forgot my words! now i have been singing that blasted song for three months and i had forgotten the words!!??? i don't understand... so anyway i had to start over and well... to say it in the most blunt of terms i sucked! majorly!
and to top off my day, my ex boyfriend/friend, blew me off in the hall. i was walking with my guy friend and he was walking with his best guy friend and we were heading towards each other - with no one else in the hall, mind you - and he didn't even politely smile at me at the least! but i guess he talked to my sister. i don't know what i should think of that...?!

but on brighter terms i went out to borders the other night and my mom bought me Sophie's World! i am super excited to read it, i guess it's very philosophical! which is awesome!

but i'm really getting into 1984 too! i can totally see why my ex likes it, it's so 'stick it to the man' type of thing!!!

I have found a new muse! Norah Jones, i love her voice, i wish i could sing like that.

well i'm sure i could rant on some more about my boring life but i won't, for now at least!

see ya!

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