Day 14, i think!

i haven't really been writing much here but i have been busy with choir. we sang today at the MMC (Michigan Music Conference) which is kind of a BIG deal! we were one of three choirs who got to perform!!! one was a middle school (who were really good considering they were only middle schoolers, they had a really good balance which doesn't happen all the time because the sopranos are usually in your face!) and the other was another high school. they were both really good! but i still think that we kicked their butts!!!!!

while i am on the musical topic i just finished watching Fame! I thought it was awesome. insanely awesome!!! i loved watching the dancers, it's crazy what they can do and i was blown away by how fast the girls figures moved across the piano keys! just absolutely amazing. but the thing that really struck home was the singing! i have to admit that i'm jealous! i really wish my voice didn't sound like nails on a chalk board!

bet i just made you shiver, thinking of the sound!

yep, now i got you!

-awkward-

so i'm pretty far into The Lovely Bones, though i'm not quite done yet! but it is really good, sometimes i don't really know where it's trying to go but then something big happens and i'm awestruck at how well the writer uses suspense! i love a good story, but it's even better when the writer is good! i won't name any names (twilight) but i think you get my point...

I have finished Hamlet and i must say that it is one of my favorite Shakespeare piece! The plot and the characters are amazingly constructed. Shakespeare knew a lot about the human mind, it's almost like he can see things that other people can't. we could all learn something from William.

but right now it's time for me to cross hamlet off the list of books to read!

So i texted my ex boyfriend (whatever i said his name was) and told him that i wasn't mad at him, that everything just kind of ignited the other night and that i was sorry i was angry. but i probably should have called him to tell him, that way he would have replied with something and he probably wouldn't have misinterpreted what i had said. i think he saw it as i was upset because he broke up with me, which i was because i still like him but that wasn't why i was so agitated. I keep everything looked up inside and i just keep adding gun powder to the barrel and then some little thing sparks and the whole thing goes up in flames! So what ignited it was being there, at school, for 12 hours straight, plus he thought i was mad at him and ignored me.

But i still haven't gotten a reply and i see him tomorrow at school, so as usual i don't know what to do. but i think i am just going to talk to him tomorrow and tell him what really went down.