So i texted my ex boyfriend (whatever i said his name was) and told him that i wasn't mad at him, that everything just kind of ignited the other night and that i was sorry i was angry. but i probably should have called him to tell him, that way he would have replied with something and he probably wouldn't have misinterpreted what i had said. i think he saw it as i was upset because he broke up with me, which i was because i still like him but that wasn't why i was so agitated. I keep everything looked up inside and i just keep adding gun powder to the barrel and then some little thing sparks and the whole thing goes up in flames! So what ignited it was being there, at school, for 12 hours straight, plus he thought i was mad at him and ignored me.

But i still haven't gotten a reply and i see him tomorrow at school, so as usual i don't know what to do. but i think i am just going to talk to him tomorrow and tell him what really went down.